Thursday, September 13, 2012

Clarification

Its been a while my friends... What a crazy busy first two weeks of school! Three months makes you forget about all the reading that college entails. It is super crazy!!! *ahhh* how could anyone every be caught up all the time. GEEZZ

Anyways, today ended  my second week of school and I am extremely happy about my choices for classes. I am, for the first time interested in the subjects. This is going to be a great semester. BUSY but super AMAZING!

I wanted to be a little more specific about some of the things I had put in my first post. By inspiration, knowledge and hope i was referring to something specifically. My situation is a very special one. I don't live on my own, although I wish I did (Its nice not having to pay bills though). I love school and am Glad that my aunt and uncle are helping me get through school. My classes and professors are quite amazing! Oh and my new found love for Dave and Ethan, Daily Grace, Hannah Hart and Mamrie Hart all on Youtube. UGH THEY ARE AWESOME!!!! and I want to date Ethan so terribly.

My perspective on a lot of things has changed over the past week and a half. I have now been on medication for almost two weeks for Major Depression. I have been much more alert, more focused and much happier since a day or two after. Why I'm telling the world that I have depression??? I wanted to be honest. This has been something that I have carried for years and years now. I have had highs lows and everything in between. Now I'm doing much better! I want people who are dealing with the same thing that they arent alone. And I dont want this to be a stigma for me. I am doing great so far.

This is only one perspective that has changed. I shall discuss more later. I am exhausted and may just fall asleep typing. I have so much to do tomorrow, and work for the first time since sunday!


Have an AMAZING weekend,
Thanks for reading

Emy

Monday, September 3, 2012

Introduction to my so called life... or well a quick overview

     I would like to introduce myself to whosoever decides to read my blog. My name is Emilia but my family calls me Emy ( That is what I will prefer to be called in the blogisphere). I am 21 years old, a student, a dreamer and overall complicated individual. I am starting my senior year in college and hope that  this is only the beginning to an amazing adventure. I am majoring in psychology and LOVE everything about the subject. I could geek out about how much I LOVE psychology and  how it never gets boring, but I shall save that for another day. 
     I was born in the Midwest, was moved down south when I was fifteen and now I'm back up north to finish my degree and find out what I want to do with my life. I am single, straight and an overall boring person (as I have been told). I go to school, go to work, hang out with family and friends and sleep a lot (oh how I love me some sleep). I am super optimistic! I haven't dated in two years. I'm average looking woman, and this is starting to sound like a dating advertisement.... ha ha not my intention. 
     Besides psychology, I have other interests including STARKID anything, Dance, reading, writing, STARKID, glee, working, STARKID, hanging with my family and school. I love my friends and family is probably the most important thing in my life. I don't get crunk at the club, no getting drunk everyday and I prefer not to indulge my life with drugs, they're pointless. I prefer doing more productive things with my life. I'm not a perfect individual by any means. I make tons of mistakes and have some regrets (well a ton of regrets), but I have decided (two days ago) that I can no longer live in the past. 

     Still reading....?? For those of you who are, the objective of  this blog is to be completely honest and open about my life to not only you but MYSELF. I want to figure out who I am and who I want to be as my educational life is coming to a close. I need an outlet because I can no longer just sit on the couch with my free time. I want to inspire others and maybe be of some assistance and knowledge (and give some hope) to those who may be in my situation. I want to be humorous at times but serious as well. I want to gain knowledge about myself and learn from others... So comment on my posts as you wish.. just don't be harsh please! In conclusion, I want you to find strength as I gain strength so that I can finally just live life and stop hiding behind books. 


This is the day before my senior year in college.... MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR AND MINE!

Emy